Lately I’ve been getting more lonely. Said goodbye to trying to make a friendship work, it just could never be. And I think I’m going to stop putting my hope into things that probably won’t work out. I seem to constantly hope for the best outcome and then when it doesn’t happen I get terribly depressed. I just really want someone to be with, someone that I can watch firefly and community with, someone I can go to comic con with, someone I can play left for dead and gta with, someone I can play piano and sing with, and someone that doesn’t have any doubts or worries about being with me. I miss the safety that comes with being with a person you love.